I miss you baby boy

One year ago today…at about 2am my son was born still. Just a short time prior this his birth my wife and I heard the worst words anyone can hear…”there’s no heartbeat.”  I can still hear the doctors words in my mind.  They, along with the ultrasound image of my son lying still are forever…

Supposed to be Celebrating

Today was supposed to be a momentous day in my life.  I was supposed to have become a father today.  Instead my wife and I are mourning the loss of our son a few months ago due to a blood clot at 24 weeks of pregnancy.  Lukas never had a chance to meet our families…

National Pregnancy/Infant Loss Remebrance Day

Some of you may know that today is recognized as National Pregnancy/Infant Loss Remembrance Day.  What you may not know is that every day 2,000 women in the United States lose a baby.  That is 700,000 a year and is a third of every female in the country is affected.  No one talks about this…

Finding Normal

So it has been about a month and a half since my wife and I lost our son Lukas.  We are trying to get things back to normal but honestly, we haven’t figured out what that really is any more.  Like everyone that goes through a tragic event I am sure there is a time…

Lukas Clark Moore

One week ago today my wife and I had to bury our son, Lukas.  We have no idea why he passed away and we will never know.  My wife was 24 weeks pregnant and had done everything she was supposed to do and we had seemingly no complications along the way.  We were excited about…